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last post :)

a little context before you read - i wrote this on friday (or rather, saturday morning). so when i say ‘today’ i mean the 22nd march xx...

christmas woo!

christmas used to be my favourite time of the year. i was insufferable about it too. i’d listen to christmas music from september, and...

guilt (fun!)

I want you to imagine the most irritating person you know. The person who, no matter how many hints you give, no matter how hard you try,...

idk what to title this one lol

i’ve started paying attention to the sun more. i’m trying to be more present in my own life. there are too many periods of time which i...

a letter to my younger self

(this was counselling homework 😭 shoutout to my bestie kim she's a saint xxx but i wanted to post it here. if you're feeling a bit lost...

acceptance

i do not prescribe to the belief that grief has five stages. a year and three months is enough time and experience for me to know i could...

1 year (and a bit)

i knew ellen had passed away before i was told. i woke up early that morning, and immediately felt a bone-deep exhaustion that i knew did...

mother’s day

I think mothers are the most unappreciated people in the world. And I think mine is the coolest there will ever be. Unbiasedly. I was...

So, This Is Christmas

Happy Xmas (War Is Over) was written by John Lennon and Yoko Ono in order to allow a message that was at the time radical - peace - into...

A Letter To Ellen

My counsellor told me last week to write a letter to Ellen, and to be honest I forgot. She reminded me this week, and I told her I didn’t...

Alexa, Play ‘Beauty School Dropout’

If anyone asks what my favourite season is, I always tell them it’s autumn. Not too hot, not too cold. No hay fever, no sticky shirts,...

Six Months 🌻

I recently read a Harvard essay written by Abigail Mack about how she lost her mother to cancer. The motif of the essay was how she hated...

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HELLO

dedicated to ellen - 26/05/2004-1/05/2022 
grief - and especially grief of a twin - is unmarked territory that i am hoping to navigate with the help of this blog. hopefully it will help someone else navigate too xx 

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